Archives of The Spur
Window Shopping
By Marcia Lee Laycock
The street twinkled with Christmas lights. Our boots crunched on a skiff of snow that had fallen the night before and my daughters and I smiled and laughed as we window shopped, chatting about possible gifts for members of our family. It was fun window shopping – oohing and ahhing over the bright Christmas displays and pointing out things we liked. Now and then we’d see something we all thought was particularly ugly and we’d all groan at the same time. Now and then the display in the window was enough to draw us into the store.
Window shopping is fun, but it can’t beat being able to walk into the store and buy the perfect gift. It can’t beat taking it home and wrapping it in bright paper, knowing it will soon make your loved one’s eyes light up when they open it. It can’t beat the feeling of anticipation as you put it under the tree.
As we turn to spiritual things during the Christmas season, too often many of us just window shop. On the internet it’s called lurking. We look but don’t buy, we listen but don’t participate. Standing on the outside looking in has its advantages. We believe it’s a safe place – God can’t ask anything of us if we don’t make a commitment. We won’t have to change if we stay on the edge and stay quiet.
But window shoppers never get to feel the excitement of finding the perfect gift. Lurkers never get to express their feelings and thoughts – no relationship develops with other people of like mind. Similarly, those who do not make a commitment to Christ never know the joy of the gift of salvation. They are never able to dialogue with Jesus as a friend, a brother, a saviour. Too many are missing the perfect gift – the gift of Jesus himself.
Are you window shopping but never buying? Are you lurking but never participating?
Find the true joy of Christmas this year. Step inside where it’s warm. Find that perfect gift and take it home. The perfect gift is Jesus Christ and He’s waiting for you.
“For to us a child is born, to us a son is given, and the government will be on his shoulders. And he will be called Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace” (Isaiah 9:6).
The Longing for Greatness
By Marcia Lee Laycock
Some time ago I watched a video that I’d heard a lot about. People said it was inspiring. They said I just had to watch it. Sometimes I ignore these kinds of messages, but eventually I gave in and clicked into UTube to see what all the fuss was about.
The small screen showed a rather plumb, unassuming middle aged man with crooked teeth. He stood at a microphone looking decidedly unsure of himself. Then the camera panned to four judges watching him. Their expression seemed to say, “okay, let’s just get this over with.” Finally one of them asked why he was there. “To sing opera,” he said simply. The judges smirked. I think one of them rolled his eyes. But they let him go ahead.
Then the man opened his mouth. The judges’ jaws dropped. The man’s voice boomed out as he sang from his heart and soul. Some in the audience began to weep. So did one of the judges. When he was done the audience was on its feet cheering for the cell phone salesman who had just demonstrated that you can’t always tell a book by its cover.
The man’s name was Paul Potts and he went on to win the competition called Britain’s Got Talent. He’s a star now, singing around the world and recording cd’s. His is a fairytale success story that has captured the imagination of millions around the world. It made me wonder why. Why have so many, and I count myself among them, responded so strongly to Mr. Potts’ performance? I think it’s because all of us have a tiny part in us that says, “there’s something great in me, if I can just find a way to let everyone see it.” Some might call that ‘delusions of grandeur.’ I think it’s something more. I think it’s a deep belief that we are more than we seem to be.
And we are. When God created the first man he “breathed into his nostrils the breath of life” (Genesis 2:7). He also created him “in his own image” (Gen. 1:27). Man is much more than just a bunch of bones, tissue and blood. We were created to house the very spirit of God himself, to be a temple and in a sense a representative of God. I think we all feel that, even long for it to be fulfilled – it’s a longing for the nobility, the beauty, even the glory we were intended to have.
Every now and then we get a glimpse of it – as that audience did when Paul Potts sang. We respond to it, we stand to our feet and applaud it, and we weep because we long for it.
And it’s more than a longing to be greater than we are. I believe it’s a longing for God. That audience will remember Mr. Potts’ performance but it will only serve to intensify the longing in them. Only a relationship with God will satisfy it, only striving to be like Him will fulfill it. The longing will never completely go away until we are face to face with our Lord, but when we connect with the One who put that longing in our hearts, and serve Him by acting according to His plan for our lives, there is a joy and fulfillment that can come from no other source.
That short video of Paul Potts made me weep. I will always have that longing in my heart, because I am a child of God yet separated from Him. My encouragement comes from walking the path He has laid out for me and feeling His presence with me. My hope lies in the reality that one day we will be reunited.
We had our first snowfall a few nights ago. We woke to a thick layer of the white stuff coating our yard and making the streets and sidewalks slippery. I must admit I wasn't particularly happy to see winter arrive, but as we drove down the highway later that day I had to admit it was beautiful. The sun had come out, making the landscape shine as the rays bounced off the fresh coat of snow.
Not far from our home the highway crosses a good sized river. Large Spruce trees line the banks and the hill rising above it. Seeing their dark forms outlined in white made me want to be among them, standing still in the middle of that dark forest. It reminded me of earlier days when I used to go cross-country skiing in a large park. The trails we skied ran for miles into deep forests of large pine and spruce trees. Often there were few people that far out and I remember many times taking a few moments to stop and just stand in the midst of that forest, breathing in the scent and the quiet and just loving being there. As we whisked by that forested hillside the other day it made me realize how long it's been since I did something like that. It's been too long and I have felt the lack of it in my life.
There's a short verse in the Bible that we are all too apt to miss. It's in the middle of Psalm 46 that speaks of our Mighty God - a God who is all powerful and sovereign over all the earth. That small verse says - "Be still and know that I am God" (Ps.46:10).
Our lives are so busy in this modern world that we don't often take the time to walk in a deep woods, to be still and take in the beauty of our world, or to take in the awesomeness of God. Whether we acknowledge it or not, we feel the lack of taking that time in our lives. Some of us don't even know how to be still. We are so used to going at a frenetic pace that slowing down leaves us feeling uncomfortable and even irritable. Road rage is evidence of the fact. High blood pressure and stress related diseases bear witness.
In a spiritual sense, we often are so busy "working for the Lord" that we don't take time to enjoy Him. We will feel the lack of that in our lives too. We will suddenly wonder why we're working so hard, why we don't feel refreshed, why we don't feel the presence of God anymore. It won't be long before we are feeling dry and burned out.
Perhaps it's time for us all to be still. Go stand in the middle of a deep dark forest resplendent with snow. Or stand by a roaring ocean and watch the waves crash. Or stand in a quiet room and know God is there beside you - the God of the universe who is sovereign over all.
From Gray to Glorious
By Marcia Lee Laycock
It was one of those mornings that don’t start off very well. My alarm clock didn’t work and my husband forgot that I had to be up early to make it to an appointment, so he didn’t wake me. When I finally opened my eyes, I had just enough time to throw on some clothes and rush out the door. I made it to the appointment, but by the time it was over my stomach was growling and I was pining for a cup of decaf. So, true to the traditions of my country and culture, I headed for Tim Hortons donut shop.
The line for the drive-through was long, as usual, and I wasn’t any too patient by the time I gave my order at the speaker-phone. As I edged forward to pick up my coffee and breakfast sandwich, I was digging in my purse for money and not paying too much attention to where I was going. No, I didn’t bump into the car ahead of me, but I did not see what was going on around me either.
I didn’t see them until I was right in front of them - two little boys, perhaps four or five years old, dressed in identical blue shirts. They were blonde, with huge blue-eyes and toothless grins. They were waving with great enthusiasm as the cars filed by the large windows. My reaction was immediate – I burst into a smile of my own, laughed out loud in fact, and waved enthusiastically back. It was then I noticed that the crowd inside the restaurant was taking great delight in watching the reaction of those driving by. Everyone was smiling.
I imagine God’s delight at those two little boys, who, just by being themselves, brightened the day of everyone around them. I imagine He was pleased because they were just being who He had made them to be – a blessing to others.
We delight Him in that way too. He has made us to be a blessing to one another, as the writer of Ephesians said – “For we are God’s workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do” (Eph. 2:10). Every time we bless someone around us, He is blessed.
It doesn’t take much – often just a smile or an encouraging word is enough to turn someone’s day from gray to glorious. All we have to do is be who we were made to be. Those two little boys were doing it. We can too.
What do you want others to remember about you?
That’s what Cyndy Salzmann asked on her blog this week and it got me thinking. Sometimes, especially at those moments when we think our writing isn’t going anywhere and we’re wasting our time, we can despair about being remembered at all. Most of us will never have the longevity as writers that people like C.S. Lewis or Shakespeare have enjoyed.
I want to be remembered as a writer but I know the lifespan of a book is dismally short. Even if I am fortunate enough to publish several books I know inevitably they will probably end up in a remainders bin somewhere, or tossed out of a church library because they are just too old to be of interest anymore. The chances of writing something that will last forever are few indeed.
But then I glanced at a thank you card my daughter gave me after her recent wedding. She’s a good writer when it comes to expressing her thoughts and feelings (I like to think she gets that from me :). The card expressed how much she has appreciated what my husband and I have given her – not in material things but in things like encouragement, trust and above all, love. Sometimes I wondered if we were passing on enough of all of those things to our children. It warms my heart and soul to know my daughter thinks we did.
Her bit of writing makes me agree with what Cyndy said about scrapbooking -
A scrapbook is one way to chronicle these memories… but I also want to encourage you not to stop with cute photos and kitschy souvenirs. Take time to record the feelings, blessings, and lessons connected to these events.
I think that’s the key to good writing, communicating the feelings, broadcasting the blessings and revealing the lessons learned about life along the way. Whether I’m writing an article, a chapter in a book or a poem, these elements should be there. When they are, they touch the hearts of those who read them and have the potential to change lives.
And I think that’s the key to longevity as a writer - a changed life. How many times have you heard someone say, “When I read that it made a difference, made me think, gave me a new perspective.” Or, even better, “That book (article, poem …) changed my life.”
If one life is changed, our work will last for eternity. It’s not really important that our names are not remembered. We made a difference in a life. Th
at is Longevity indeed!
It all
began with green balloons. My middle daughter had ordered them as a surprise
for her older sister who was to be married that day. But there was a problem.
Someone had to be at the park to meet the balloon lady. My husband and I
volunteered.
Three thirty on the afternoon of the wedding found us circling the park to keep the air- conditioning going in our car. Finally a van showed up, filled with six dozen large lime green helium filled balloons. That’s when we discovered how fragile helium balloons are. If they touched the trees they’d pop. If they touched the grass they’d pop. So okay, we’ll just hold onto them. Well, no, if they expand in the heat they’ll pop! We could not fit 72 balloons in our car, so we convinced the balloon lady to wait.
As often happens at weddings, however, things had gotten behind schedule and she finally said she had to leave. So we carefully deposited the balloons on the grass behind a large bush, to keep the wind from blowing them away. Then we sat in our air-conditioned car and guarded them, praying none would pop.
In a little while I saw a young mom with three small children and two dogs heading in our direction. You could tell the moment those kids saw the balloons. They started running. So did their dogs. So did I. They stopped dead when they saw me, giving their mom time to catch up and when I explained we were waiting for the bride and groom, the mom led her brood away. I was thankful both her children and dogs were obedient.
The look on the bride’s face made the wait and the inconvenience all worthwhile. Kate was totally surprised and delighted and it made their photo shoot a lot of fun. As we drove away I thought, well, that’s what the parents of the bride are for, right? And we were delighted to delight her.
Then I thought about the Lord, when it’s time for Him to come for His bride. I thought about how much he wants to delight us, to take us to His home and love us as only He can. Later that evening, as I watched my new son-in-law wait with great anticipation for the moment when his bride would walk toward him, I thought of how good our God is, to wait so patiently for us, to love us that much. And as joyful as the day was for all of us, I knew it was nothing compared to the joy we will all know on that day when Jesus comes for us.
“And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, “Now the dwelling of God is with men and he will live with them. They will be his people and God himself will be with them and be their God” (Revelation 21:3).
Come, Lord Jesus, come!
God Doesn't Go "Poof"
By Marcia Lee Laycock
The other night I went to see the latest box office rage, Evan Almighty. I enjoyed the first film, Bruce Almighty, produced by Tom Shadyac, so decided to try the second. The comedy had some hilarious moments - like when God suddenly appears in the back seat of the main character's vehicle and he screams in fear. God says, "Let it out, son, it's the beginning of all wisdom." And then there were a couple of scenes that brought God's truth to the wide screen.
Like the scene at a restaurant, when God shows up as the waiter. He chats with the wife of the man who would be Noah, and tells her (I'm relying on my memory here, so the words may not be exact) - "If a person prayed for patience, do you think God would just go "poof" and give her patience? Or do you think God would give her the circumstances in which to develop patience? And say a person had prayed that her family would draw closer together - do you think God would just magically make that happen or would He put that family in circumstances that gave them the opportunity to be closer?" The woman sees the wisdom of his words and goes back to her husband.
I've been thinking about the truth in that scene, in light of my own prayer requests lately. For instance, in light of my prayers for my writing, specifically my new book, One Smooth Stone. It's not likely that God will go "poof" and make it an instant overnight success. But He will create the circumstances around that work that will lead me and teach me much. It will be an opportunity to learn and grow both in terms of the world of publishing, and in terms of my relationship with Him. It's another example of how God is often not so much concerned with the end result as with the process.
And that brings me to the difference in our perspectives and the need for me to adjust mine. I want to see my book on the best seller's list. God wants to see it change lives. I want to become known as a writer. God wants me to know Him more.
I'm thankful for the reminder. And I'm thankful that I know God well enough to trust Him with the process. As he said to Evan - and to me through that crazy comedy - "I'm doing it because I love you."
Through the Scriptures, He also said, "So I say to you: ask and it will be given to you." (Luke 11:9) Many take this verse to mean that God is obligated to give us whatever we demand of Him. I'm thankful that's not the case. He won't indulge us like spoiled children, but treats us with the understanding only an omniscient parent can have. He knows what is best and will give us that, even when it seems to us it is no answer at all.
![]()
Almost There?
By Marcia Lee Laycock
I plunked down into the largest, most comfortable chair in our family room, looked around me and groaned. “Will we ever be ready?” I asked my husband. He chuckled. “Almost there,” he said, “Almost there.” I didn’t like that word ‘almost,’ but I recognized he was right. Even though the house looked like a hurricane had struck, with tools and cans of paint scattered everywhere, boxes half full and bags brimming to the top, I did concede that we were getting closer to our goal. The house is almost ready to show to a realtor.
It’s been two months or more of constant work, laying new rug, washing and painting walls, replacing doors, fixing and adding trim, sorting through closets and drawers and making umpteen trips to local shops in search of boxes. And I concede it has all been worth the effort. Our home is looking so good I’d like to stay and live in it for a while longer! But that is not to be. It’s time to move on.
Our spiritual life can often seem like this same process. Sometimes we look at what seems like the chaos of our lives and we think, will we ever be ready to meet the Lord? We put in a lot of work and effort, doing what we think is expected of us as Christians. Sometimes we can see good results and are encouraged, but often it seems like we take two steps forward and three back. So we try harder and over time we make progress. We might even start to think we’re almost there.
But we’re wrong. Working hard at the spiritual disciplines is a good thing, but if we believe that’s what is going to get us ‘there,’ we’ve slipped into a mentality that denies the power of the gospel and the power of what Christ did for us on the cross. You see there is nothing we can do to get there – nothing we can do to make God love us more – nothing we can do to make us worthy of entering into the presence of Jesus and His Father. Nothing.
Jesus has done it for us, by sacrificing his life, shedding his blood and taking on our sin so that we are able to stand justified before God Almighty. The astonishing mystery of that act is the pivot of history, the pivot of our very lives. The moment we recognize that Jesus died for us, we are free from having to work to ‘get there.’ We have already arrived.
All that we do from that moment on should not be from a sense of duty or need to do more to please God. It is rather an outpouring of our love for Him and the outpouring of His love through us. Perhaps the most profound and most effective phrase in scripture tells us this – “Be still and know that I am God.” (Psalm 46:10) That is the moment of arrival.
Is it time you moved on?
![]()
The Day I Made Cookies
By Marcia Lee Laycock
There’s a saying that I’ve sometimes seen on bumper stickers – “Need a heart transplant? Turn to Jesus.”
I understand the intent of that saying, but I don’t agree with it. Jesus is not in the business of heart transplants. He’s in the business of heart transformations. I can testify to that because it has happened to me. More than once. I was reminded of one of those times when my husband asked a question during his sermon last Sunday. He asked, “What’s the hardest thing you have ever had to do?”
A couple of things came to mind – the day I froze, terrified of falling, half way across the Capilano Suspension Bridge in B.C., and the day I made cookies. That day on the bridge a friend came and pried my hands off the railings and forced me to walk with her to the far side.
The day I made cookies was a different thing entirely. We had built our log house on the banks of the Klondike River in the Yukon. We needed a well drilled and there was only one person in the area who could do it. I’ll call him Jack. I’d known Jack for a number of years. In fact I’d known him quite well, or thought I did. It was one of those times in a person’s life when the shock of betrayal results in hatred. I hated that man. If I saw him on the street I would cross to the other side. If he was in a gathering I attended, I would leave. Just the sight of him made my blood boil.
So when my husband told me he had hired him to drill our well, I was shaken. I would not be able to avoid him when he was working in my back yard. The thought made my stomach clench. I tried desperately to find some-one else who could drill our well, but Jack was the only person who had the machinery and the know-how.
The first day he came, I ignored him and stayed in the house. That’s when the Lord started working on my heart. I opened my Bible that morning and the verses spoke of forgiveness. I closed the book and didn’t bother to pray. The next day the verses were different but the theme was the same. I tried to pray, without much success. On the third day I thought the drilling would be finished but the machinery was giving Jack trouble. It was going to take longer than he had estimated. I did not have to wonder why.
When I opened my Bible that fourth day the conviction on my heart was so strong I could not resist it. “For the word of God is living and active Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joint and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart.” (Hebrews 4:12). I wept and asked God to help me forgive. I prayed the machinery would work. It took another two days and by then, on the last day, I managed to make a plate of cookies and serve them to Jack with fresh coffee and a smile. That was the same day fresh clean water gushed from the ground. The significance did not escape me.
Yes, God is in the business of transforming hearts. He reaches into them with His word and His spirit and changes them. Think you need to forgive someone? Turn to Jesus and he’ll give you a heart transformation.
![]()
God in Our Own Image
By Marcia Lee Laycock
I recently watched an old video called The Prince of Egypt. It’s the story of Moses and the exodus of the Hebrews out of Egypt. Although it is a cartoon version, the creators kept it fairly close to the Biblical account. I have seen this movie several times and there is one scene that never fails to move me – the point where Moses encounters God in the burning bush. When he asks that wonderful question, “Who are you?” God’s answer is at once mysterious and absolute. He says, “I am that I am.”
We know from the Biblical story told in Exodus that Moses responded to God’s call and obeyed His command to return to Egypt and confront Pharaoh. Though he was reluctant, he obeyed. I believe his obedience was in direct relation to His understanding of who this God was. He had talked with Him and the overwhelming affect of that encounter impressed upon Moses that this was the God of the universe, one not to be trifled with. Moses did not have an opportunity to create God in his own image. His perception of God had come from the source.
Unfortunately, most of us do not have that same opportunity. Burning bushes aren’t a common occurrence, even for those who are deeply spiritual. Perhaps that is why we tend so easily to distort the image of God. We see the evil and pain in the world and believe God is cruel and unfair. We don’t get what we want in life and believe God does not love us. We desperately want to live our lives on our own terms, so we create a God who will go along with our plan. We want to live in a world without pain or suffering so we insist God must be a magician who will perform miracles at our command. We want to live comfortably so we espouse a prosperity theology that justifies the accumulation of wealth. We want to justify our actions, so we assign God to our side.
Without a burning bush and the voice of God in our ears, we will create all kinds of gods who are nothing like the real thing. These gods made in our own image may make us feel better for a time, but they are idols and idols never fully satisfy our longing for truth.
So how do we guard against this? How do we get to know the real God?
We do what Moses did. We take off our sandals and acknowledge the holy ground. In humility we admit we don’t know Him very well. We ask Him who He really is and when we hear His answer we fall our faces. We study His word, the Bible. Then, when we hear Him command, we obey.
None of us may ever see a burning bush, but if we humble ourselves and truly seek Him, we will find the true God.
“The humble shall see this, and be glad: and your heart shall live that seek God.” (Psalm 69:32)
When Leaders Fall
By Marcia Lee Laycock
The scandal of the exposure of the secret sins of spiritual leaders is always a tragedy that causes a great deal of pain. Whether it affects millions, when the leader is a public figure, or thousands when he or she is in a regional spotlight, or hundreds when he or she is local, the sting is the same. We feel betrayed and are justifiably angry. There is a great tendency at these times to let the self-righteous part of our nature loose. We feel justified in condemning the wrong-doer and forget that when we point a finger, four others are pointing back at us.
I remember hearing about a man who had been a holocaust victim and was testifying during the trials at Nuremburg. As this man walked toward the witness stand, before his torturers, he collapsed. The judged sympathized that it would be extremely difficult to confront such monsters. The man replied that he did not collapse in fear or because of the horrific memories. He collapsed because he suddenly realized he was capable of the same atrocities. He was a man just like the one accused.
Perhaps that’s why the Bible uses the word, “all” so many times. “for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.” (Romans 3:23). That passage in Romans states that our righteousness is from God; it is not our own. There is another phrase in Romans 3 that we should pay attention to - “no, not one.” Not even one of us is righteous by our own merits.
How then, should we react when a fellow believer sins to the extent that he brings shame on us all, and worse, shame on the name of Christ? Galatians 6 gives us the answer – “Brothers if someone is caught in a sin, you who are spiritual should restore him gently. But watch yourself, or you also may be tempted. Carry each other’s burdens and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ. If anyone thinks he is something when he is nothing, he deceives himself. Each one should test his own actions” (Galatians 6:1-3).
Too often we stand, like the Pharisees in John 8, with stones in our hands, ready to destroy. Jesus taught that we have no right to do so, that doing so only condemns us as well. As followers of Christ it is our mission to try to restore. It is God’s place, God’s alone, to judge and condemn.
So let’s remember God’s mercy and pray for those who have fallen; let’s pray for ourselves, that God will give us the strength to avoid the temptations that we all struggle with.
Thirty Minutes to Ruin
By Marcia Lee Laycock
I’d been watching the progress of the building each week. It stood across the field from our church, so watching the huge home being built became a Sunday morning distraction as I pulled into the parking lot. Last Sunday I noticed there was a large orange tarp draped over the north side. They’re probably working on the exterior finishing, I thought, as I entered the church to prepare for my Sunday school class.
There’s a little boy who lives across the other field. He’s a watcher too. As soon as he sees a vehicle arrive at the church he knows the doors will be open and over he runs. When he arrived this past Sunday, he had a question.
“Where’s all that smoke coming from?”
"Smoke?” I said.
"Yeah, over there.” Nick pointed in the direction of the newly constructed home.
I looked out the window, then ran to the phone to dial 9-1-1. The smoke was thick and black and the flames were already shooting up on the north side. By the time the fire trucks arrived all they could do was stop the traffic to prevent anyone from getting too close. It took only thirty minutes for that house to become a raging ball of fire – thirty minutes to go from a solid permanent-looking construction, to a charred ruin.
As I watched it happen I was reminded that nothing in this world is permanent. Even those things that look like they will last forever are destined to crumble. But there is something that will stand forever. The Psalmist, David, said it – “But the plans of the Lord stand firm forever, the purposes of his heart through all generations” (Ps.33:11).
So did the prophet Isaiah – “The grass withers and the flowers fall but the word of our God stands forever” (Is.40:7).
I remember as a young girl standing on the edge of a cliff overlooking Lake Superior. I was so overwhelmed with the raw power of that landscape’s beauty that I thought to myself, this will last forever. But even that will pass away. Jesus himself said it – “Heaven and earth will pass away, but my words will never pass away” (Matthew 24:35).
What then should we cling to? Homes that can burn in thirty minutes? Jobs that can disappear overnight? Finances that can vanish like the wind? Friends that can betray us in a breath?
The answer is obvious. The only one to cling to is Christ. They call Him the rock for a reason.
Invitation to a Banquet
By Marcia Lee Laycock
I have a confession to make. I love banquets and pot-luck dinners. We’ll be having one in our church this week and I’m looking forward to the feast. We call this one our Thank Offering Supper. It’s meant to be a celebration of the provision of God, as, in this rural community, the harvest is complete.
I know what to expect. There will be a pan of Pastor Hogman’s famous chicken, at least one of Dayna’s amazing desserts, a huge bowl filled with one of Karen’s great salads, another of Elsie’s yummy speckled buns and of course, platters loaded with an abundance of Alberta beef. How could it get any better?
Everyone in our church is invited to this feast and it’s hard to imagine why anyone would stay away. But some probably will, for whatever reason. Some will be busy with other things, some might feel they can’t contribute and stay away from embarrassment, others might feel uncomfortable because they don’t know many people yet, and still others will simply forget the feast is happening. Some may simply refuse to come. They may be angry with someone, angry with God, so, as my mother used to say, they will “cut off their nose to spite their face.”
There’s a banquet prepared for all of us that is more important than any feast of physical food. It’s a banquet prepared by God for all those who would come and eat. David, one of the writers of the Psalms, knew about it. He said – “You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies” (Psalm 23:5). Solomon, the writer of Song of Songs knew about it too – he said – “He has taken me to the banquet hall and his banner over me is love.” (Song of Songs 2:4).
The banquet God has prepared for us is far more satisfying than any physical banquet could be. God’s banquet is everlasting, nourishing not just the body but the soul. On that table is spread every spiritual gift we could ever need, every morsel of grace and mercy God could wring from Himself. His banquet is available to everyone. He invited us to the feast on the day His Son Jesus died. His death opened wide the door to the banquet hall. All we have to do is show up.
But too often we refuse. We’re too busy, too embarrassed, too self-conscious, too angry. Or maybe we’ve just forgotten the table has been spread for us. Maybe we’ve just ignored the invitation for so long, we’ve forgotten all about it.
The good news is, the invitation stands forever. The door will always be open. So come. Come to the feast. Sit at God’s banquet table and be forever satisfied.
![]()
A Dance of Falling Leaves
By Marcia Lee Laycock
I drove my daughter to school early this morning in the glow of that special light that comes only during the Fall season. The vehicle ahead of us stirred up a dance of yellow leaves and many more were falling from the trees as we passed under them. I marveled at the contrast of what bears the ugliness of death yet is so beautiful.
And I stand in awe as I think of one of the primary laws of science – matter cannot be created nor destroyed but only transformed. Those falling leaves will add to the nourishment of the land and allow new growth in the spring. No-one in the modern world would dispute that scientific fact. This is, as all others are, not just a law of science but it is God’s law – our bodies will shrivel and die just as the leaves of fall do, but we will not die. Our spirit will live on, either in glory with our Father in heaven, or in torment with his nemesis in hell.
Unlike the universal willingness to believe the physical scientific laws of matter and energy, there are a lot of people who refuse to believe God’s law. They don’t want to think about hell and they can’t seem to grasp the idea of heaven. Perhaps the reason for their doubt is the fact that both heaven and hell are unseen. We can watch the leaves fall and rake them into a pile that we know will turn to compost. That compost will feed the vegetables in our gardens which in turn nourishes us. We see evidence of the scientific laws around us all the time. But the laws of heaven require faith.
Many who spoke with Jesus and listened to His teaching refused to believe He was the Son of God. Indeed, even some of his disciples had a hard time believing, even when He rose from the dead and stood before them. Thomas has become infamous for his doubt. He was a tactile learner. So Jesus said, “touch me.” When Thomas did, his response was, “My Lord and My God.” Jesus replied – “Because you have seen me, you have believed; blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed” (John 20:26-29).
In that last verse, Jesus is talking about the many men and women of his day who would only hear about his resurrection, yet would believe. He is also talking about us. None of us have seen Jesus in physical form on this earth. Yet, like those laws of matter and energy, we have seen the evidence of His existence.
Life without faith is like watching leaves fall and seeing only death. When we recognize the beauty, our lives are enriched, our hearts encouraged. We see there is pattern and purpose and it gives us hope. Faith, the gift of God, is indeed a blessing. God calls many of us to it every day. All we have to do is yield to His calling, open our eyes and see.
Then we will understand that the dance of death is also a beautiful dance of falling leaves.
A Good Motto to Live By
By Marcia Lee Laycock
A number of years ago I was asked to speak at a women’s retreat in Alaska. The church I was attending at the time was tiny – the congregation consisted of about thirty people on a good day. I expected that would be about the size of the group in Alaska. So when I walked into the school where the retreat was being held, I was shocked to find well over two hundred women there. My knees started shaking immediately. I was scheduled to speak in front of this whole group on the first evening. It was an experience I have never forgotten for many reasons, chief among them the amazing stories I heard from other women that night. A large number of them were native women from small villages scattered throughout the State and into the Yukon Territory. One woman’s story has stayed with me over the years.
I don’t remember her name, though I can still see her face. It was round and full of life. Her large dark eyes were earnest, but her smile was broad. She was from a large family, she explained, and she was the sole survivor. Everyone else – her parents, her brothers, her sisters, even a few aunts and uncles, had died of Tuberculosis. When she began showing signs of the disease, she was sent to the sanitarium. She was terrified because in her mind, if you went there, you did not come out alive.
She was too weak to get out of bed alone. The doctors told her she had a severely damaged lung and needed surgery. Everything was scheduled. The night before the operation, she decided to pray. She had been told that God loved her and that He healed the sick. Her prayer was short and to the point. She said she was staring out the window at big fluffy clouds when God told her, “Give thanks before you receive.”
It seemed a strange request. She was bitter about the loss of her family and other things that had happened in her life, but she knew she needed to do what God had said. She began thanking him for everything she could think of – the family she had known so briefly, the people who had taken her in, the doctors and nurses who cared for her now. She fell asleep thanking God.
The next morning she got out of bed to use the washroom. She didn’t realize what she had done until the nurse came and chided her for doing it. She realized she was not short of breath. She had no pain. In fact, she felt better than she ever had in her life. She told the nurse she didn’t want the surgery. The nurse got the doctor. The doctor took x-rays. Then he took them again. Then he told her the surgery had been cancelled. Her lungs were perfectly healthy.
Give thanks before you receive. A good motto for us all, no matter whether we are healthy or ill; it’s a good motto to live by.
![]()
Falling Asleep
By Marcia Lee Laycock
It had been a stressful trip. As usual, when we traveled the three hundred miles from Dawson City to Whitehorse, Yukon, we had a long list of needs and wants, both for ourselves and for friends. The ‘city’ part of the name, you see, was a bit of a misnomer back then, when Dawson’s population was less than five hundred and it could boast of only two small stores. An annual buying trip south was essential and this one had not been going particularly well.
I was stretched out on the bed in the small hotel room as my husband discussed what kind of vehicle we should buy and how we were going to handle the expense. I tried to listen. I really did. But it didn’t take long before his words seemed to drone and then I was, as a friend used to say, off in lullaby-loo-loo-land. My husband was not impressed, but he let me sleep and went car shopping on his own. It is to his credit that he did not buy anything until I’d woken up the next morning. In fact, he even brought me breakfast in bed!
Staying awake is sometimes difficult, especially in stressful circumstances. The disciples of Jesus discovered this the night their leader took them into a garden and asked them to stay awake and pray. The level of stress was high for all concerned. They were in a city where Jesus was a marked man; the authorities were out for his blood. Jesus himself knew the time had come when he would pay the ultimate sacrifice and give up his life. He needed support and prayer, but his followers fell asleep.
It is to his credit that Jesus did not turn away from his disciples. When it was all over, He went back to encourage them, to let them know that even though they were weak and afraid, He still loved them. He loved them so much He sent His Spirit to indwell and empower them – a Spirit that would not only keep them awake when they needed to be, but would help them perform miracles and reveal the identity of their Messiah to thousands.
It is comforting to know we have that kind of God. Though we fail Him, He does not abandon us. Though we sleep and fail to do what He asks of us, His love and grace never cease. When we turn to Him, He is always there, ready to forgive, ready to guide, ready to bless.
The recorded last words Jesus spoke to his followers on this earth are testament to that amazing love. He said – “And be sure of this: I am with you always, even to the end of the age” (Matthew 28:20b).
![]()
A Few Words on Self-Esteem
By Marcia Lee Laycock
We hear a lot about self-esteem in our modern age. Psychologists and Psychiatrists have probably made millions by advertising that they could build it up or rejuvenate it or even originate it. Self esteem is something we all know we all need in order to feel good about ourselves and function well in our society. There are a lot of ways to build it up. Some of them even work. But at the end of the day self esteem is never enough.
A man named Simon discovered that. From all accounts he was the kind of guy everyone would suspect of low self-esteem. He always tried too hard. Always was too quick to answer, too quick to act, too quick to declare his undying allegiance. And he could never follow through. He was a failure and everyone knew it. People probably smiled indulgently when he spoke, shook their heads when he made his outrageous claims, maybe even laughed out loud when he did things like jump out of boats in the middle of deep water.
Simon himself knew he was a failure. But his self-esteem got a boost, once. His teacher asked him a question and for once his quick answer was right on the money. He answered the most crucial question any of us has to deal with. Jesus asked, “But what about you? … Who do you say I am?” Simon answered, “You are the Christ, the Son of the living God” (Matthew 16:15-16).
That’s when Jesus told him who he really was. He called him Peter, the rock, and told him he had a great future building the kingdom of God on earth. Perhaps, just for a moment, Peter believed it. But it didn’t take long before he was acting like the same old Simon. And then came that day when he proved himself not only a failure, but a coward. Though he now bore the name Peter, his self esteem could never have been lower when he denied knowing the one he called The Christ. All the self-esteem he’d been building up as one of the leaders on Jesus’ team did him no good. The darkness that fell over the earth when Jesus died probably matched the darkness in Peter’s heart and soul at that point.
If Jesus had been any other man, any other God, Peter would probably have ended up on the skids after that. He knew he was the biggest fool in the bunch. But he also knew this Jesus. There was still a spark of hope inside Peter, so when the women came and told him Jesus was alive he ran to the tomb, ran for his life. And when Jesus walked with him and asked him another vital question, three times, Peter no doubt did not miss the significance. “Do you love me?” Jesus asked. And Peter’s answer was not so quick, not so self-assured, not so based on his built-up self-esteem. His answer, “Yes Lord, yes Lord,” and finally, “Lord you know all things; you know that I love you.” (John 21:15-17). His answer was based on the relationship he had with the one who asked the question. His answer was based on an understanding of who Jesus was and who he was in relationship to Him.
Peter had finally understood that he was not the one who could summon up great faith and courage. He was not the one who would have all the right answers and all the power to do miracles. He was not the one who would build God’s church. He finally understood. It was not about self-esteem or prestige or power. It was not about him at all. It was all about Jesus.
![]()
Comic
Book Characters and the Longing for More
By
Marcia Lee Laycock
I think
the creators of the comic books discovered something about the human psyche –
we all dream of being more than we are. We all look to those whom we believe are
more powerful, more successful, or more popular, and we want to be like them. We
all need heroes and those heroes must evidence a strong sense of justice,
courage and integrity. We recognize these virtues and even in this day of
cynicism and jaded youth, we long for them. Again, it makes we wonder, why?
Could it
be that we sense that we once were more than we are? There’s an old song that
was popular back in the 60’s that speaks of the longing to get “back to the
garden.” The world that God
created for us was much more than it is now. It was all in harmony – no death,
no rotting trees, no polluted water, no violence. Man and woman lived in an
unadulterated state of grace, in the presence of their creator. Something in us
knows that is where we belong. We know that, at our essence, we are noble,
creatures of grace and light. We long to live in that reality again.
The good
news is that we can. Our world will not suddenly return to the utopia of the
Garden of Eden, but we can live in the grace and peace of that place by turning
back to the One who first gave it to us.
We can be more than we are, through the
strength and mercy of Jesus Christ. For, though we lost the perfection
of
As
children of God, we are heirs with Christ to all that we need in order to have
perfect communication with Him. When that communication – that communion –
is accomplished, we don’t need comic book characters for role models. Christ
is our Lord and none other is more worthy to be our hero.
“So
then, just as you received Christ Jesus as Lord, continue to live in him, rooted
and built up in him, strengthened in the faith as you were taught, and
overflowing with thankfulness” (Colossians 2:6,7).
![]()
A Call to Arms
By Marcia Lee Laycock
Some of my Christian friends are afraid to read a book and go to a movie. There’s something wrong with that picture. Pun intended.
When I first started hearing about The DaVinci Code, I sighed and thought, here we go again. As I taught an adult Sunday School class on church history some time ago, one of the things I discovered was that heresies abounded from the earliest days of Christendom and they have always managed to rear their ugly heads in one form or another ever since. The Da Vinci Code is, of course, just another round of the same old same old.
So why are my friends afraid of it? Sad to say, I believe the reason for their fear is that they do not think they have the Biblical knowledge and depth of faith that would survive the challenges the book launches. Sad to say, many of them are right. We have all heard much about the fact that the majority of those sitting in the pews on any given Sunday are Biblically illiterate. They are most at risk when heresies like The DaVinci Code become mass marketed. Because they are not grounded in sound doctrine, they are easily swayed by any false teaching that becomes popular.
They are like soldiers who know the enemy is out there, they may even know his weapons, but they also know they have little protection against them. Like soldiers, they are faced with a choice – find the armour that will protect them against the enemy’s weapons, or run away and hide and pretend the war isn’t really happening. I pray the soldiers of the Lord will not choose the latter option.
As Christians the challenge we face from The DaVinci Code is to arm ourselves with the truth. We must not only know what we believe, but why we believe it. Above all, we must know the One who is the hero of our story. When you know a man – his character, his integrity, his faithfulness – when you have seen Him at work and at play, you are much less likely to believe the slander that may be spread about him.
So I say to my friends, as the apostle Paul said to the Ephesians, “…be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes” (Ephesians 6:10-11). Paul goes on to describe the armour as the belt of truth, the breastplate of righteousness, the shield of faith and the helmet of salvation. With armour like that in place, no lies will sway us, no deception will have affect.
The new popularity of this very old heresy is, in a way, a good thing. It will force some of us to get off the theological fence and others to study the Bible for a deeper understanding of Jesus, the man and the God.
![]()
An
Invitation
By
Marcia Lee Laycock
I’ve
been thinking about that poor little butterfly – how sad it is that she has no
way to fly, no way to find the flowers that will give her nourishment. There are
a lot of wingless butterflies in the world. I’ve had a personal experience
with one recently. She moved into a house we own a few months ago and we
recently had to ask her to leave. She did, and took everything that wasn’t
nailed down with her – a coffee table, the vacuum cleaner, the lawnmower, even
the garbage cans. I suspect the sale of all of those things will feed her drug
habit. That young woman is a butterfly with no wings, crawling instead of
flying, living a life she wasn’t designed to live. Proverbs 29:15 says –
“…a child left to itself disgraces his mother.” Too many children have
been left to themselves in this world.
As a
mother, I’ve sometimes wondered if my actions have clipped my children’s
wings, or strengthened them. (I think it was Dr. James Dobson who said
motherhood is the most guilt ridden profession on earth!) Was I too permissive
or too strict? Did I crush their dreams? Did I make them feel that they were
loved enough or did I give the impression I had no time for them in my busy
schedule? Did I show them where to find the flowers that would nourish their
bodies, minds and most of all, spirits? It is a mother’s responsibility to do
that – to lead, to correct, to nurture.
The good
news is that even if I have messed up, and since I’m human I know I have,
there is still hope. Even a wingless butterfly can have hope. God’s grace is
available to everyone. It can make wings grow and strengthen those that are too
weak to fly. God’s forgiveness can teach a butterfly how to soar. His word can
lead it right to the sweetest of nectars. His spirit can put wind under its
wings and blow it to a place of sunlight and peace.
The good
news is that God invites us to be part of that process. He invites us to tell
people about Him, show them by how we live, what it means to have wings, and
then issue an invitation to accept the forgiveness that will make them into
complete butterflies.
Maybe
you know one or two who are crawling on the ground instead of flying. Maybe you
need to extend an invitation. I know I do.
![]()
Hard
Questions
By
Marcia Lee Laycock
It
seemed fitting that the sky hung heavy and low. It seemed right that the wind
was bitter, howling with the fierce shriek of winter around a tiny country
cemetery. There was a very small hole in the ground and a very tiny casket to be
put into it. It seemed appropriate that we all stood numbed by the cold of that
day.
A friend
of mine once wrote a poem about Adam, Eve and God in the Garden of Eden. It was
a good poem, well constructed with a strong rhythm and powerful images. One of
those images often comes to mind when bad things happen to good people. It’s
an image of God curled into a fetal position, and the wailing sound of His
weeping.
Sometimes
we ask hard questions. Why did that baby have to die, God? Why is my friend
suffering with a painful cancer? Why are those people in
But then
there is that image and that sound. In my friend’s poem God mourned the first
disobedience, the first break in His relationship with the creatures He put on
the earth.
He is
also a God who will answer. He is a God who acted to redeem all that was broken
in our world. His is a God who continues to do so. The redemption was
accomplished on the cross of
The
process is sometimes painful, but the world will one day be made entirely new,
entirely redeemed. The scriptures talk about creation groaning as we wait for
that day. The groans do not fall on deaf ears, nor will they remain unanswered
forever. One day that tiny baby will rise, whole and perfect as God intended him
to be.
God’s
plan is unfolding. What then, should we do in those times when we groan and feel
there is no answer? Again, scripture tells us
– “To act justly, to love mercy and to walk humbly with your God”
(Micah 6:8).
Humility
before God bows the knee and continues to believe. Humility before God
acknowledges His sovereignty and calls Him good. Even when babies die and the
pain of this world overwhelms, humility before God says, “Blessed be the name
of the Lord.”
Abridged
Version
By
Marcia Lee Laycock
But I
wonder. Did I do the right thing? Is it ever a good thing to abridge the gospel,
to paint it in colours that aren’t quite so stark, so difficult? The story is
a difficult one.
Torture is never pretty and we know that Jesus suffered under the Roman
torturers. Betrayal is never easy to take and we know Jesus was betrayed even by
those closest to Him. But most difficult of all is the struggle to grasp what it
all means. Did this man, Jesus, really take on all the sin of the world in those
final moments? Was it really a victory for all of us? Maybe we should tone it
all down just a notch. He was a good man, after all. We can all agree on that.
Isn’t that enough?
God’s
word says no. God’s word says he was the Son of God, meant to suffer torture
and death for us. God’s word says He did indeed die for the sins of mankind
and then rose again to be the first among the resurrected. These are truths that
cannot, that must not, be abridged. It is God’s truth after all. No mere
mortal will ever destroy it, though they continue to try. The prophet Isaiah
proclaimed that when he said – “The grass withers and the flowers fall but
the
word of our God
stands forever” (Isaiah 40:8).
It was
the word of God that Jesus succeeded in fulfilling. It was the word that laid
out in fine detail the beginnings of mankind, his fall and his subsequent
history of struggle and pain. It was the word that detailed, too, the profound
plan of redemption and proclaimed the good news of God’s victory.
It is
the word that we can proclaim now, this Easter season. Say it to one another,
say it to strangers. Shout it from the rooftops – He is risen. He is risen
indeed!
Getting
Ready
By
Marcia Lee Laycock
It seems
the word anticipation is an appropriate one for this time of year. The snow is
melting rapidly and the bushes are showing that faint red tint that tells us
life is pouring back into them after the long sleep of winter.
That
word is also appropriate for my life right now. In a few weeks I’ll be packing
to go to a women’s retreat. It’s a yearly event, one I plan for and look
forward to well ahead of the date. Another few weeks after that, I’ll be
packing again, this time in preparation for a trip east to meet my daughter when
she returns from
We are
also anticipating another event at this time of year. Some of us have already
been preparing for it. I attended a party a short time ago where a huge
chocolate cake sat in the middle of the table as we ate supper and laughed with
the ‘birthday boy.’ Then the baker of the cake, the hostess of the party,
distributed evenly sliced pieces all round. But she did not cut a piece for
herself. She had given up sweets as an observance of Lent and I admired her
restraint as she sat and watched the rest of us indulge. She, needless to say,
is anticipating the day when her fast will be broken.
We do
different things to prepare for special occasions. We pack for trips, we count
the days, we even abstain from things we delight in. It is all meant to make
that special time more significant and more meaningful. It is all done to
prepare our hearts and minds for what is to come.
As Jesus
walked resolutely toward the cross, we are told in the scriptures that He
prepared Himself and those around Him. He began to talk about what was to
happen. He gave the disciples clear instructions about the last meal they were
to have together. He took time to be by Himself to pray and, as the hour drew
near, He gathered His friends around Him and asked them to pray for Him. They
were terribly inadequate in that task, but even as Jesus shook beneath the
weight of what was to come, He prayed for them and moved resolutely forward. It
was all steeped in anticipation. Jesus knew the torture He would endure, yet
“…for the joy set before him, endured the cross …”
As we
draw close to Good Friday, perhaps we should be getting ready. Perhaps we should
talk about what is going to happen, even have a special meal with friends and
gather them around us to pray. Perhaps we should pack the suitcases of our
hearts with the things we will need to truly appreciate what happened on that
day long ago. Perhaps we need to be filled once again with anticipation.
Then,
when the day arrives, we will be able, with Jesus to say, “Father, glorify
your name!” (John 12:28).
The
Drive to Discover
By
Marcia Lee Laycock
I
thought about Columbus and the many other explorers the other day, as I watched
a video produced by a secular organization. The scientists on the video, who
spoke about what they were discovering in the solar system, were in some ways,
just like
The
video, called The Privileged Planet, explains how, for many centuries, man
believed the earth was unique in the universe. But, as exploration of the stars
moved from a pastime to a science, it began to seem that the earth was, in fact,
only a small dot like billions of others. Laymen and scientists alike began to
believe there had to be millions more out there, just like earth. They began
listening to the stars, hoping to hear something that would tell them there was
life out there. They studied solar systems and black holes and stars that appear
like tiny pinpricks to the human eye. They sent exploratory devices to land on
far-away planets, looking for evidence of life. They have discovered much that
has been useful.
They
discovered, much to their astonishment, that the earth, in fact, does appear to
be one of a kind. None other is placed within a solar system in such a way that
it can sustain life. As the astronomers began to understand the finely-tuned
balance of the system and our planet’s place in it, they deduced that the
chances of another planet like earth existing are astronomically remote.
Their
deductions begged a series of questions. The question, why, is perhaps the most
obvious. Why is our planet so unique? Why is it situated so perfectly that it
can sustain life? Why is it situated so perfectly that the living creatures on
its surface can observe and marvel at the universe around them? Why, indeed.
The
Apostle Paul enlightens us in Romans – “For since the creation of the world
God’s invisible qualities – his eternal power and divine nature – have
been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that men are
without excuse.” (Romans 1:20)
God has
done it all so that we might recognize Him and glorify Him. Our drive to
discover, to learn, to understand the world around us and the world within us,
originates in God’s desire to be glorified and to be known.
Look at
the stars tonight, if you can. Or look at the snow falling from the clouds
above, or the rain pouring down. Think about the incredible patterns that make
those normal yet awesome natural occurrences possible. Think about our round
globe, unique in the universe. And ask yourself, Why?
We’ll
See
By
Marcia Lee Laycock
Sometimes
it feels like God is doing that. He won’t give a direct answer, but we can
tell we are not going to like it
when He does. Sometimes, as we wait for the answer, we have little hope that
things will turn out the way we would like them to. We are reluctant to believe
that God wants to say, “yes.” We see him as a parent whose lips are
permanently shaped in the form of the ‘n’ word.
But
God’s letter to us, the letter that was written down thousands of years ago,
tells us differently. The Scriptures tell us that God sings over us and delights
in us. He longs to give us good things. He tried to convince His disciples of
this when he walked and talked with them while he was on earth. Jesus said –
“Which of you, if his son asks for bread, will give him a stone? Or if he asks
for a fish, will give him a snake? If you, then, though you are evil, know how
to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven
give good gifts to those who ask him!” (Matthew 7:9-11)
"Well,
then," you ask, "why isn’t there a Porsche sitting in my drive
way?"
Look at
the next verse in Matthew 9 – “In everything, do to others what you would
have them do to you…” (v.12). Suddenly the focus is not on the one asking
for gifts, but on others around him who should be receiving them from his hands.
Jesus is saying, look to the needs of others and your needs will be taken care
of. He always taught us to have an outward view – look to others before
looking to ourselves. In that way He is honoured and we are blessed. He will
never fail to give us whatever we need to accomplish that purpose, because it is
His purpose.
Perhaps,
then, when we think we are hearing God say, “We’ll see,” we are hearing
Him say, “examine your motives.” Perhaps then, we should ask ourselves that
bottom line question – will this bring glory to God, or glory to me?
Tarnished
Mirrors
By
Marcia Lee Laycock
It was
very early on a Saturday morning and I could hear my sister, Leisha, already
rattling around in the kitchen, making coffee. By the time I got downstairs she
was pouring the hot liquid into a thermos. A map of the town was on the counter
and a strip of newspaper lay beside it with things highlighted and circled.
My
sister is a very organized garage sale enthusiast and having someone to go along
that day seemed to spur her on. We set off with anticipation and it wasn’t
long before her early-bird-gets-the-worm philosophy paid off. We were poking
around in a large garage full of interesting stuff when I spotted a large oval
mirror. It was covered in a thick layer of dirt but it looked like it was about
the size and shape that Leisha had said she wanted for above the fireplace in
their home. I called her attention to it. She pulled it out and her eyes lit up.
Then the negotiating started with the owner. I was amazed at how low the price
went and Leisha was beaming as she walked away with the deal of the day.
It was
some time before I was able to visit again, and when I did, Leisha immediately
called my attention to the space above the mantle on their fireplace. My jaw dropped. The old mirror we’d found in that garage was beveled and
the frame was solid oak. My brother-in-law had done a great job restoring it. It
looked beautiful.
The
great thing about the mirror was that it made the room seem bigger and brighter,
as mirrors are designed to do. The reflection of a warm fire always made the
room a comforting place to sit on a cool evening. I thought of the layers of
dirt that had coated it and wondered how long it had been sitting in that old
garage, like a gem waiting to be discovered.
Then I
realized that we are all, in a way, like that old mirror. We’ve been used and
abused and are often layered with the effects of sin and the trials of life. How
tremendously encouraging it is to know that God is in the business of finding
the gems that are hidden. How heartening it is to know that He is skilled at
restoring minds and souls. How blessed it is to believe that He can remove every
speck of tarnish, heal the brokenness and make us all into reflections of His
love and mercy.
That’s
the great thing about redemption – it reveals His image in us all. Just as
that mirror became a thing of beauty that enhanced the room, we become the true
essence of God’s creation, bringing His light and life to the world. It is
what we were all designed to do. We are all meant to be mirrors that reflect His
grace. All we have to do is say yes to Jesus so that the work can begin.
![]()
Three Rs for 2006
By
Marcia Lee Laycock
The
three are – Remember the Law, Restore the Heart, and Renew Righteousness.
The
first point was a caution against relying on the law to change anything – just
like the laws of our country, God’s laws cannot change us, they only show us
where our sin lies. We must remember the laws of God so that we can avoid the
death-traps of sin. It is up to us, and God’s Spirit working in us, to make
the changes necessary to live our lives in harmony with those laws.
The
second point, restore the heart, led us to consider the hearts of those whom God
loved – people like Abraham, Isaac, Joseph, David, and others on through
history. These were men and women who failed, yet always turned back to God for
mercy and grace. They always restored their love for God and restored their
relationship with Him.
The
third point, renew righteousness, helped us to remember that our righteousness
does not come from the good works we do, but from the sacrifice of God’s only
Son. It is His righteousness, freely offered to us, that holds us in God’s
hand and always will. But we can renew our relationship with Him every day, just
as we do with friends and family, by communicating with Him. Pray. Worship. Seek
His guidance. Listen for His voice and look for those circumstances that point
us to Him.
These
three tenets are worthy of a poster on our walls, worthy of the time taken to
consider them and the effort needed to apply them to our lives. Malachi knew the
time would come when there would be no more time to consider and act upon these
things – a time when everything will change, justice will be fully
accomplished and Jesus will return. “Surely the day is coming,” Malachi said
(Malachi 4:1).
![]()
A
Life, Worthy
By
Marcia Lee Laycock
I once
had to walk through a swamp with a heavy pack on my back. I stumbled at almost
every step because of the muskeg, my legs chilled to the bone by ice-cold water
that lurked beneath the hummocks we tried to walk on. But I had a friend with me
who continually turned and encouraged me with words that made me believe I could
do what had to be done. I finished that arduous trip only because I sensed he
believed I could do it and it made me want to.
How
amazing that God chooses to use us, chooses to give us a calling and the grace
with which to accomplish it! Such awareness causes me to strive to do what Paul
admonished the Ephesians to do – live a life worthy
- worthy of the name God has bestowed on us. How amazing that even though
we fail God continues to extend that calling and that grace, just as a coach
continues to encourage his protégés even though they fall short of the mark.
The encouragement is in itself sustaining, because just knowing that He
doesn’t give up on us keeps us going, keeps us striving, keeps us longing to
live a life worthy of Him.
Stirring
the Paint
By
Marcia Lee Laycock
I stood
in the bare white room and sighed. Paint cans, trays, rollers and brushes were
stacked in the middle of the floor. Every breath I took reminded me that I’d
been here for a number of days, but there was still work to be done. These walls
were still white. By the time we were finished painting the downstairs floors of
two houses, I was tired, but I was getting pretty good at painting. I was even
enjoying it a bit. It was satisfying, watching the paint flow onto the walls,
turning them to a warm comforting colour.
I
grabbed a new pail, gave it a bit of a shake and opened it up. I knew as soon as
I passed the roller over the wall that something was wrong. I looked at the
label on the pail. It was the same colour. I looked at the paint inside. It
looked the same as what I’d been using earlier in the day. But I looked at the
wall and frowned. I dipped a brush into the paint and immediately realized the
problem. It needed to be stirred. It took quite a while, and my arm was starting
to object, before the consistency was right and I could use that paint, but once
it had been stirred enough, the rest of the work was almost effortless.
Like
paint, our faith in God needs to be stirred. We need to see God’s hand at work
in our lives and the lives of others. It’s the answered prayers, the obvious
God incidents, and the manifestations of His glory in the world around us, which
thicken our faith into something that will sustain us, something that can be
used.
When
faith is thin, our spiritual life fades and God can’t accomplish much through
us. But when it’s been stirred, life thickens with purpose and meaning. It is
then that faith becomes a beautiful and useful tool in God’s hands. When our
faith has been stirred, the work we do for Him seems almost effortless because
we recognize that it is He who works through us. We see the difference only He
can make, “for it is God who works in you to will and to act according to his
good purpose” (Philippians 2:13).
Deadly Things are Lurking
By Marcia Lee Laycock
The newspaper headline was ominous. A potentially deadly virus had been detected in our area and health officials were concerned. It was unnerving because the virus is carried by a common rodent and can be contacted just by breathing in the dust in an infected area. The article gave specifics about what to do if you discover a dead rodent and later I went on the web to learn more. The information stated that it wasn’t enough to just clean up the area. In fact, attempting to do so was dangerous, since sweeping would stir up the infected dust. Details were given on how to wet down the area with a solution of water and bleach, and caution was given about wearing gloves and a mask. It was a relief to know that though the danger was real, the prevention was relatively easy.
There are a lot of dangerous, even deadly things in this world. There are also a lot of pitfalls – dangerous and deadly traps - that we can fall into spiritually. The Bible has a simple, three letter word for them – sin. Sin can be unnerving because it’s so common, so easy to slip into and so devastating if it is sustained. Sometimes, even when we try to clean it up, it seems like deadly dust results. But it’s a relief to know there is a prevention. The guidelines are relatively easy to follow. All we need is the will to do it.
Paul gives us the instructions we need for the battle. He says – “Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes…Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace…take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. And pray in the Spirit on all occasions…” (Ephesians 6:10-18)
A Dance Lesson in The Kitchen
By Marcia Lee Laycock
“What’s Grandma like, Mom?”
My daughter’s question caught at my heart. I hadn’t seen my mother since before she suffered a stroke and I was fearful. Had the effects of the debilitation changed her more than just physically? I swallowed my apprehensions and answered the question.
“You’ll love her, girls. She loves you both very much.”
I could see my response wasn’t quite satisfactory. My daughters needed something more. I watched nine-year-old Katie do a pirouette. Her sister Laura, seven, did an attempt at a tap step. A friend had given us an old pair of shiny black tap shoes and both girls had laid claim to them. I smiled. “Grandma was a dancer, you know.”
“Oh yes. She won prizes for dancing when she was young. I think I have some pictures downstairs. Let’s see what we can find.”
For my daughters, the old photos were an introduction to extended family. They pointed, and giggled. Katie peered at a photo of three young girls, about 11 or 12 years old. My mother, the girl in the middle, wore a pokadot blouse, short skirt and tap shoes adorned with big bows. Her short hair was gelled into kiss-curls on her forehead and cheeks.
A memory flooded back - a slight, trim woman, holding the edges of her apron, her eyes twinkling as she did the “soft shoe” on black and white kitchen tile. “I’m sure Grandma will ...” I started to say. The realization hit again. After two years of fighting, Mom now walked with a cane and a heavy brace on one leg.
“Well,” I faltered. “Grandma’s legs don’t work like they used to, but we’ll see...”
When Mom arrived, Katie blurted the question that had stayed on her heart. “Grandma, will you show us how to tap dance? We have these shoes...”
My Mom beamed. “Oh, what wonderful taps, Kate!” She struggled out of her chair. With all of us holding our breath, my mother planted her cane firmly and gave my daughters their first tap lesson. “Step, touch, click, step touch click. Oh, this brace is so clumsy! But it’s easy, girls. Come stand beside me and try it.”
As I watched them, the taps clicking on the hard linoleum, giggles coming from all three, a scripture came to mind - “Perfect love drives out fear” (1John 4:18). I realized I was seeing that truth, alive and well, before me. In spite of pain, humiliation and fear, my mother drew on love and triumphed. In that moment I knew, though the fortress that is my mother might slowly crumble, her indomitable spirit would never die. My fear turned to joy and thankfulness for this moment, a moment that was so much more than just a dance lesson in the kitchen.
"Today, If you Hear …”
By Marcia Lee Laycock
We were watching the portrayal of the last week of Jesus’ life on earth. The actors depicted the Biblical characters with skill and the performance to that point had been flawless. Then a woman ran to a prominent place on the set before us. She was agitated and called out to Jesus, waving her arms to get his attention. The actor playing the Saviour turned and began to walk toward her. She continued to gesture and talk rapidly.
It was at that point that I realized there was something different about the way in which the woman was speaking. The other actors seemed to have no problem projecting their voices in the natural amphitheatre, but this woman’s words were muffled and clipped, as though she wasn’t quite finishing them. Then she began to move her hands as she spoke and I realized her voice sounded different because she had a hearing impairment. I hadn’t expected to see a deaf person acting in the Passion Play, and it made me sit up and take notice.
As Jesus came within a few feet of her, he was facing the audience and his voice boomed out toward us. Then he did something that took my breath away. As he spoke, he began to sign the words. As the woman signed back, I was stunned by the beautiful simplicity of it, an act of communication so quick and efficient. But I was also stunned to think that Jesus was so readily able to respond in like manner. Again, I was taken by surprise.
But then I thought, how fitting, how perfectly right, that Jesus would respond in that way. His desire is to communicate with us and He so often uses whatever we are familiar with. He speaks to us in our language, with our accent, even with our choice of words. He uses modern day media and the physical world in which we live. All we have to do is open our ears and listen, open our eyes and see.
The writer of Hebrews quoted the Old Testament Prophets when he said –“Today, if you hear his voice, do not harden your hearts …” (Heb 3:7&8). Unfortunately we all have done so. We fail to hear Him, even though He takes every occasion to speak to us. We fail to see His hand at work, even though he performs miracles every day. We have become deaf and blind and too often, dumb.
Let me end with the words Jesus spoke long ago – “He who has ears, let him hear” Matthew 11:15).
The Seeds of Discovery
By Marcia Lee Laycock
My husband and I watched a film recently that had a lot to do with discovery. A man with a brilliant brain, insatiable curiosity and more than a little ambition set himself and others on a path that led to the development of aviation. Their achievements were astounding. It seemed their motto was, “the sky is no limit.” We have comfortable air travel and satellite T.V. today because they believed it.
As we watched the program I couldn’t help but wonder what made the minds of those men work the way they did. What would make a man think of flying in the first place? What would make a man think that by putting an orbiting satellite into space we could have instant pictures on a screen in our living rooms?
I asked myself a similar question one day in
the jungles of
There is a verse in the Bible that gives us
a clue. The Apostle James wrote – “Every good and perfect gift is from
above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change
like shifting shadows” (James
The seeds of discovery are planted by God. He is the primary engineer, the first gardener, the creator of it all. The discoveries of flight are miniscule when you place them beside the creation of the heavens. The discoveries of agriculture are infinitesimal when you place them beside the creation of the earth itself.
The Apostle Paul has said it in another way – “For every house is built by someone but God is the builder of everything.”
Thoughts From 35,000 Feet
By Marcia Lee Laycock
Sitting in a small seat thousands of miles above the earth,
thousands of miles from home, gives one an interesting perspective. It gives me
a sense of being on the edge of something. Possibilities flit through my mind as
I peer through the clouds.
In that space of time there are, realistically, many possibilities. It's
possible that I might not return. The plane might crash - unlikely, but possible
- or I could be in a car accident far from home. It's possible I might never see
my family again, or not have the mental capacity to recognize them when I do.
It's possible that my life could be totally different by the time I return home.
It's quite amazing how morbid my thoughts will run at 35,000 feet! Perhaps I've
been watching too much T.V. Or perhaps, I'm just recognizing reality. We are
all, in reality, on the edge of change.
Perhaps that's why I begin to ponder my earthly relationships. I get the urge to
write letters, to say things I should take the time to say every day. Words
like, "I love you," or "I was wrong, forgive me," or
"your friendship means a lot," or those two simple words, "thank
you." Spending several captive hours in an airplane forces me to slow down
and recognize there are people in my life who should be cherished. Somehow
thinking about them gives me new energy.
Over
the past few months I've been to several women's retreats, both as an attendee
and as a speaker. Those times away forced me to take the time to ponder a
spiritual relationship, with my Almighty Father. There too, I recognized my
failure to communicate - all the times I didn't say the thank-you's, or give the
praise, or just acknowledge His presence. The retreats caused me to pause and
focus on that relationship. They gave me time to think about how I should be
cherishing God, and a renewed energy to do so.
Jesus often took time to pause. In the midst of His busiest schedule, at times
of great stress and pressure, He stepped away from the realities of His physical
life and communicated with His Father. The results are evident in the gospels.
He met with His Father and calmed the waters. He met with His Father and healed
the sick. He met with His father and cast out demons. He met with His Father and
went to the cross.
A time away from family gives new perspective on those relationships. A time
away to focus on God gives new strength, new power, new energy for the tasks God
asks us to do. The prophet Isaiah said - ".those who hope in the Lord will
renew their strength" (Is.40:31). We are all living on the edge of life,
the edge of death. Perhaps it's time to step away and gain a little perspective,
and renew our energy. Perhaps we should all make it a daily habit.
No Other Hope
By Marcia Lee Laycock
We received a phone call last week that sounded intriguing. The man was very pleasant as he told me a technician would come into our home and test our water for us, free of charge. Like many people, I am concerned about what we are drinking, especially since we know it’s crucial to drink plenty of water. So I said yes and booked the appointment.
When I told my husband, he grinned at me and told me he’d just been talking to some friends who’d received the same call the week before. The water test apparently revealed that they were drinking a liquid that was the next best thing to arsenic. So they bought a filtration system worth thousands of dollars.
As I hung up I couldn’t help but feel a little depressed. It seems we live in a toxic environment. Our water is suspect, our air is worse; our food is either genetically modified or sprayed with chemicals. The combination is literally killing us. There are those who are working to remedy the situation, but most believe it’s too little, too late.
It’s all enough to make us think, ‘eat, drink and be merry, for tomorrow you die.’ The futility of living any other way seems obvious.
But there is more to life. Even though we live in a poisoned environment, there is hope. There is hope for the environment as groups of scientists and individual citizens work toward a better tomorrow. There is hope for those who are ill, as doctors and individual people work toward finding cures. There is hope for us all, as God guides and directs those individuals, and reigns in His sovereignty over this world.
“We know that the whole creation has been
groaning in the pains of childbirth right up to the present time. Not only so,
but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we
wait eagerly for our adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies. For in this
hope we were saved. But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what
he already has? But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it
patiently” (Romans
A Bad Day and the Day After
By Marcia Lee Laycock
My dog died yesterday. We got a call from the vet that she’d been hit by a car. She was still alive when we got there and we had to decide whether or not to try and keep her that way. She was an old dog – somewhere around eighteen, we think, and she was in pain, so we did what was merciful.
I was expecting my dog to die soon. She was very old. I was pretty sure that manuscript would be rejected by that editor. It isn’t ready to be published. But it was still a bad day. A day when things die always is.
But now that the day is over and I look back on it, I see th